I cant keep livin this artificial life, it just doesnt feel precise
Seems so trite, ecspecially the unconditional strife
Fells like someone just acquired a slice... of my heart
and it's just hard, because shit leaves me emotionally scarred
Fells like someone just took a shard... of steel
and tried to cut out these feelings I conceal, they won't understand because I'm so surreal
Because I'm like a dream people dont feel... my afflicT
They all just assume I'm a dick, it's not me it's all of this shit
They just dont know and so i predict... my life will remain this way
It's something i just cant seem to change, no matter how much i pray
or how much everyone tells me things will be okay... they won't, people gotta learn to accept
that they can't get me figured out because my minds adept, theres nights i havn't slept
Sometimes I laid awake in dismay and just wept... about things I have locked
inside my soul and I just blocked, if i told you them all they would leave you in cardiac shock
your mind would feel overstocked... with things that you couldnt have thought
could ever have brought me distraught