To: Can it Be So Simple

To: Can it Be So Simple

Hey baby I don’t love you no more
What I realized is I love war
It was the peace and comfort after all the years of torture
Do you realize I’m not the ditz yet or playing a game of fortier
Don’t fight for a man never have and never will
And I guess I set myself up as all my emotions publicly spill
They ain’t all me and that’s why I’m crazy
But I ain’t ever gonna be the same after 9x insanity and really can’t stop being lazy
(It used seem so simple)

Yeah they went another round and nobody care
Fighting for my god given rites like happiness, words, computers, and hair
It’s really not fair - that for them it’s so easy
Bitches talking smack but they ain’t popping shit that’s breezy
Bitch just in case you think i won’t -“ i will still kill” easy…
Feeling froggy then leap if you wanna see
Either of privacy or publicly - who took that option from me?
NOW im fucking drunk and have 6 hrs to get sober
NOW I’m fearless cause they steady spitting on my clover
NOW I’m getting mad that idefk wtf this is even over?
They might have met me but nah nobody including me really know her
(Anymore)
Once there was… but he gone now too
And all I have left is what they just pay for 2
Nah not in a prostitute way
They get paid by some secret game they all play

I’m all out of tears scared to drink this liquor cause I don’t want to be a bitch and still cry
He gets so mad cause he say when we fight I act like a guy
Hmmm… I wonder why
Nobody ever had my back but me
I don’t come from a big family
And I come from a very small town and most them hitches hated me cause of C
That’s what happens when a baby mom built by popularity
All my cousins are on the west side
And I don’t even know my step siblings after 20 yrs cause I’m too busy on this ride

I read the Quran and I’m grateful for that
But I read that Allah wouldn’t burden a soul more then it can bear
What do the Roman Catholics say about that? Or should I not even go there?
I wonder if there is a difference in suicide rate
Cause God I’m fucking tired and like 2 I still can’t fucking wait
But I already know as soon as I want to live
That’s when my life God gonna take
I wish I could give it to her for real, she stay cause mine reduced to steel and still fucking fake
The same story the same spell
Nah another angel ain’t fell
But I’m not their closet or trash can and what’s even worse
It could’ve taken 3 seconds to solve this curse
I remember my psychic telling her she needed her soul cleansed
But nah she want me to suffer for her and we not even friends
What haven’t you gotten what you wanted in life
Privy fucking bitch won’t stop stabbing me with someone else’s knife
Music for the sad man? Fuck you
I used to have fun writing too
Yo really idk what to do
What would you do if you were trapped until you give the right answer to people who are less than you and don’t even have a clue
And it’s against your entire being to respect them or that too?
And that’s not a pedestal and I’m not perfect, prim, or proper
And I’m just really mad and confused that still nobody stop her
Anyways baby…

I hope you realize what you really did to me
A little hurt? Didn’t seem so heartless but that’s just how it be
Go find your heart cause MY heart no longer plea…

Fuck you and later too T!


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He did it on purpose too didn’t he?

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Because that’s where it belongs… I think them bitches was selling me